Orkid Melayu

Salam... Sekadar ingin berkongsi pandangan... pengalaman dan minat... "Sesuatu yang diimpikan tidak selalunya menjadi kenyataan tetapi apa yang tidak diduga berlaku dengan tiba-tiba, biarlah kita menangis hari ini kerana kesakitan semalam. Tetapi usah kita ketawa memanjang kerana kegembiraan, yang belum pasti untuk selamanya" Komen..amat dialu - alukan dan dihargai...

September 25, 2006

Permulaan baru...




Satu permulaan baru dalam hidup saya.. Yeah.. I'm in love.. dan saya tidak malu mengaku bahawa saya dimiliki seseorang yang sangat istimewa di mata saya. Wan Mohd Fauzan bin Abdullah.. Nama yang memang sangat asing dalam hidup saya dulu, kini menjadi nama yang sentiasa meniti di bibir.

Saya sendiri sudah bertemu dengan pelbagai jenis jejaka.. Sudah puas merasai kekecewaan (Bukan kecewa sebab bercinta..tapi kecewa dengan perangai sesetengah kaum Adam). Saya memang sentiasa memberi peluang diri saya sendiri untuk memulakan sesuatu hubungan. Namun, masih belum yang benar - benar lekat di hati. Tapi Alhamdulillah.. 23 September 2006, kenangan yang terindah dalam hidup saya.
Ya..saya mengambil keputusan untuk menjalani kehidupan dengannya.

Sekarang, segala tindakan atau cita - cita saya, pasti akan melibatkan dia. Semoga hubungan kami kekal dan diredhai Allah. Sempena bulan Ramadan, moga - moga keberkatan bulan ini turut menyirami kasih sayang yang mulai berputik di hati kami.. Amin..

Hmm..mengapa dia? Biarlah menjadi rahsia kami berdua.. Yang pasti, saya sangat serius dalam hubungan ini dan bukan sekadar suka - suka.. Dan.. Alhamdulillah.. Niatnya ternyata menyentuh perasaan saya..

Especially for my B~
I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you look at me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me..

September 17, 2006




Yeah!!! Birthday ayah !! Seronok2!!
Hehe. Sangat2 seronok sebab kebetulan saya balik bercuti.. Kebetulan pula balik kg. Jadi Mama pun berkerjasama dgn Pak Ngah utk throw a surprise party,,,
Seronok dapat gather dgn famili ramai2..

Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You

To someone *wink *wink

Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you,
but I did, I do and I will.

The day you finally decide to love me will be the
day
after the day I have given up on chasing you

Moving on is simple,
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult

If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a
bridge, and get over it.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills
me-
I’m going to smile.

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.


At least be there to wipe away my tears if you're
going to make me cry.

You can fall in love in an instant.
It's letting go that takes time.

September 13, 2006

Balik!!!

Hurm..dh lama tak mnulis kat blog nih.. Minggu ni sangat busy.. 4test skali.. Adui!! Pecah kepala.. Ye lar.. last minute preparation..

Oklah.. tak nak cerita lagi pasal test.. Yang penting malam ni balik.. Buat pertama kalinya balik awal. Selalunya saya lah paling lambat..

Hurm..sekarang rasa macam nak acknowledge my best friend yang saya sangat2222 sayang.. Saya sentiasa berdoa hubungan kami kekal terjalin. Mungkin ada yang pelik dengan kami.. Tapi hanya kami yang memahami what really happened.. B!! U know who u r.. I love u sooo much!! B ada di sisi ketika saya sedih n gembira.. Bila bersama dia things become soo smooth.. I never expect that i will be very close to him.. At first i really dislike him..as at that time i think he is sooo 'gatal'.. Hahaha. We share secrets n most of all i think he appreciates me.. Tq!! B.. I trust u very much.. I hope our relationship last forever.. [Ni msti bangga gler coz org puji dia)

Ok2. Sebenarnya nak tido.. Tapi tak dapat.. Padahal sangat2 letih.. Huhu. Esok my dad's birthday!!! Harap2 saya sampai dengan selamat n nak celebrate dgn my family..
Daa~
 
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